well.. another movie down!


curse of the golden flower...

i guess my temper is gettin worse.. bt den.. can pple stop tokin wen watchin movies? comment diz comment dat... n da guys juz kip lookin @ da breasts of da women in da movie... -.-

i teared twice in da movie... wonder lots of tings.. n so yup.. din relaly pay 100% attention..

o yarhx.. n i m tinkin.. did jay say wrong 台词? lolx.. mayb it's my problem.. wat i heard was "儿臣为了母后别再吃药。" huh? i thot shld b “母后为了儿臣别再吃药” hmmm. mayb i din relaly hear it properly.. lolx.. bt diz kinda get mi distracted...

den @ da scene wen u noe.. all da pple in golden armor r dyin.. i was tinkin... wat's da use to try? wen u noe it will fail? hmmm...

n kinda find it meaningless to fight fight fight.. n ended up u left w nth.. yes u won.. bt u gt nth in return.. n lost a couple of tings along da way.. wat's da pt?

i find it q. a serious movie n pple can laugh.. i itnk it's my problem.. -.-
i can understand y some pple find it v. boring...
i dun understand da design of da clothes tho...

oh... one qn... so jay n dat guy deir mother is gong li rite? lolx.. i kip tinkin abt it.. den i tink shld b lahx.. bt jzu wanna cfm...

wen u obviously noe it's poison n yet u still dirnk it.. kinda 无奈.. bt now it reminds mi of r/s.. as in u noe u will kip having quarrels n fights.. bt u juz dun wan to break up.. hmmm.. i dunno... nv in a r/s bfore.. wonder i m consider lucky or damn suay?

btw i went to watched it w kisa.. 9.25pm @ jubilee.. den went to void deck tok aft da movie which ended @ ard 11.30.. n tok till 1.15.. lolx...

oh.. bfore dat i wen t out w da girls! kelly holy bei val bea! =) so long long long nv c dem le.. actually i saw bea bea ytd.. thanks for cumin! tho she actually cum for da food.. lolx.. bt nvm... =) missed dem lahx.. so long nv c dem liaox..

n i din take neoprints! so sad lahx.. thot can take.. haix... =P

mayb goin out on newyr eve!!! =) so excited.. bt muz go organise it durin my 2hr break in 14hrs time... i shld relaly go slp... zzz..

nite! =)

i finally get to diz page n i 4gt wat i wan to do.. as in.. wat i wan to blog... -.-
great.

damn damn damn.

making q. a no. of mistakes here n dere.. goin to drive pple crazy soon.. ooops! lolx...

pple r leaving pepperlunch. sad. one left alr. haix.

tirin.

goin out tmr!!! =) finally get to c pple! lolx.. as in frenz!! sisters!! =P lalala.. more to meet up w.. =) i shld cut my hair soon.. it's da season of cutting hair..

i wan to slp. zzz.

watched a night @ da museum~


[taken fr http://www.iwatchstuff.com/2006/07/night_at_the_museum_poster.html]

it is super super super super super super super funny! highly highly highly highly highly highly highly recommended!! =) lolx.. now i understood qiqi's nick... quiet... my dumb dumb fren wan to speak now! lolx... =) bt i guess it nt really juz a comedy only.. coz dat Ben Stiller get diz job for his son i guess... kinda christmas movie.. bt v. v. funny.. =) lolx.. lalala...

i haven tink abt my future. damn. m i da only one hu tinks i shld tink abt my future or wat? hmmm.. c how c how c how...

seriously.. as i m lookin thru my blog.. i was tinking.. my blog is super duper bloody boring.. sry for da vulgarities.. i tink aft no sch for so long.. i seems to lose my civilised self... so kip scolding da f word in my mind [i m nice enough nt to say it out.. or only say wen dere's nobody...] lolx.. actulaly i dun wan to lose my nice nice image.. *vomits* since wen i haf nice nice image? wateva..

aniwae.. if u super free pls cum down to eat pepper lunch @ novena sq!! lolx... hope to c u.. pls cum wen i m working.. lolx.. or else u will lk 白来 liaox.. =P bt no lahx.. u cum to eat.. i m happy enough... den da sales can go up! den i happy.. =)

okiex.. dat's all.. since dere's a picture above.. i dun nid to find other stuffs to put it up so my blog can b less boring..

tata everyone! tmr no golden flower.. mayb i shld haunt my mama.. c how c how... =)

oh.. i may b changing my blogskin again.. c how! =P

first day beinga cashier.. stress stress + stress.. lolx... so so so so so bloody stress.. bt den okiex lahx... q. sian.. lolx.. coz 2day rainin lk siao.. so v. lil pple.. -.- so nt so stress.. lolx.. den look @ da floor dey so so so so bz.. lolx... lalala...

ermx.. oh.. tmr oso as trainee den thurs i m on my own! -.- stress! den wkend if im nt wrong i will b workign w ah lian liaox!! yeah!!! haven work w her bfore.. lolx... hmmm.. wonder hu works tmr... lalala.. hope gt sb i noe.. lalala... i muz b more sociable!! -.- lolx.. =P

ltr watching a night @ da museum.. den tmr mayb watchin curse of da golden flower.. =) =) =) lalala.. i definitely wan watch confessions of pain.. ermx.. charlotte's web review is nt gd.. so sad.. c how.. mayb will still go catch it.. hmmm.. if i haf da time.. oh.. muz ask kelly dey all go out on diz fri! muz go ask.. rmb rmb rmb.. -.- lolx...

oh.. received cards fr a few.. let mi tink... kelly val n bei bei.. thanks! =) lolx..

lalala.. wat else to say.. oh... lian send mi da fotos le.. =) i shld post it here...








lolx.. she only sent mi mi n my fav polar bears! will kop more fr her ltr... =P lalala...

small seems to b a weird title.. bt den.. cant tink of anitin else.. =P






diz is 吴尊 of coz...

hiyox!

so so so bloody tired.. =P my legs r goin to break.. thx god i dun nid work till 11 or 8 or even 7.. i end @ 6 is enough for mi...

learnt sth new 2day!! did opening 2day~ so i get to prepare miso soup [all get wrong!].. pour da drinks... etc etc.. lolx... first time doin opening! wonder wen i do closing? lolx.. i m sb hu lks to do all sorta tings... lalala... nxt wk doin cashier! bt monday dun nid work.. so sad! lolx..

i go watch tv! tata`` update ltr.. =)

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morning! *yawns* nahx.. i m q. awake le actually.. wanted to blog lk 11 or so pm ytd.. bt den.. i ws alr slpin @ 9+.. on da sofa.. hmmm.. mayb it is a chair.. wat's dat ting call? lolx.. aniwae... so my sis asked mi go to my rm to slp.. n i obediently did... so slp slp sp all da way till 9+... had awake a few times here n dere.. bt juz too tired to get up so went back to slp.. =P den fianlly i dragged myself out of da bed!

btw...

merry christmas everyone!!! =) mr santa missed my hse... *sobs*.. no presents!!! sobs... lolx... wateva.. 7days to newyear!! so fast.. haven been reflecting... lolx... time flies!!!!

oh oh.. nobody tinks i m 18.. dun i look lk one?? hmmm.. all gif mi a shock face wen i say i m 18.. dey thot i m 16.. i look young! bt den.. cheryl sae coz i haf black hair.. lolx.. mayb i shld go dye to look older.. wateva~ it's gd to look young! lolx... bt den i feel so old to b w lil girls.. lolx... all so young lahx..15 or 16.. -.-

oh yarhx.. i 4gt to write a letter to mr santa.. -.- no wonder no present... i wan eat ba gua!!! oooo.. so hungry.. n i slimmed down to 46 liaox! yes! gif mi 1 more mnth of work i will b 45... i hope i stay @ 45 tho.. =) jia you! i can do it!!! lolx...

aniwae.. here's a letter to mr santa in green..

dear santa,

i wasnt a really gd gal.. i made mistakes now n den.. thot of bad tings now n den.. bt overall i m gd... so juz gif mi some ba gua can? or some presents? =) i will try my best to b gd da cuming 365days... =) dat's so long... i will jia you for my work! excellent svcs... =) dat's all.. take care! tata`

love,
ling.

ahhhhh.. i juz yawned... must b coz i slp too much.. -.- lolx.. nvm.. working cumin wk as a cashier.. a crash course to b a cashier... shld i happy or wat? lolx.. i haven do sian of floor tho.. hope i can still do floor someday.. floor is fun! cashier shld b too.. bt haf to deal w more customers... -.- bless mi bless mi!!! =) 3days 11 to 3/4.. dat's v. gd! lolx.. bt v. lil pay.. sobs.. lolx.. c how c how.. =)

o.. went to garden festival on sat w my family!! kinda sian.. as in it is beautiful bt u dun get to go inside... so so so sian... lolx. .coz last yr u get to work thru mahx.. more fun.. rather dan u stay outside n look lk a giraffe... -.- lolx... n my sis found 4 she reallyr eally lk.. so dey will b her left yard front yard back yard n right yard.. -.- she's crazy.. lolx.. itnk so much.. muz find a bf first.. n oso money! lolx...

damn.. so many movies r out.. n i haven watch... sobs... n coming soon so many oso.. -.-
1. midnight sun... cant find anione to watch it w mi... haix haix haix..
2. deja vu... i tink no more le bahx..
3. curse of the golden flower.. anibody wan watch w mi?
4. charlotte's web..
5. death note 2...
6. confessions of pain...

dat's all i cdan tink of.. damn.. muz find pple.. -.- -.- -.- lolx... lalala...

oh yarhx.. watchin a nite @ da museum tmr!! lalala.. lolx.. =P

dat's all.. i m off to catch my anime youtube.. tata~

习惯做工了。还不习惯这么早起来。-.- 好累! 不过蛮开心的。虽然还是跟其他人不熟，可是还好还能一起相处。我会努力的! 习惯了要喊、要收、要端。人类真是奇妙! 这么快就习惯，这么快就能过得好好的。

这样想我会快乐一点。可是泡泡已经破了。我要快乐。我会快乐。

elmo 也要快乐。

大家都要快乐。

=)

hiyox! ohaiyo gozaimase! =) lolx..

so tired.. fr work.. looked @ da schedule ytd n it says i start work @ 11 2day.. bt ended up i check da schedule again.. i start work @ 4.. -.- so ended up i work fr 11 - 9~ lolx..first time doin so long.. lolx.. diz is my 2nd day! =) haf 2 hr break! =) v. tiring.. my legs r v. v. suan.. lolx.. bt i tink i did relatviely well.. bt hmmm.. stil lcan improve!!! i wan jia you!! lolx...

n oh.. diz is v. v. cute! http://blog.sina.com.tw/d0525/index.php?pbgid=12044 a taiwanese if im nt wrong.. he made soft toys out of socks!! v. cute~ if only i can get hold on one... *puppy eyes* anibody kind to buy for mi? lolx.. i wonder if it can b bought.. or i shld handmade myself! bt my sewing skillls is ahem... lolx...

n i dunno if i shld happy or nt dat da com shuts down b4 i blog or wat...

n oh.. i m a walking directory.. pple lk to ask mi were's diz where's dat.. bt i luv to help!!! =)

dere r so many movies iwan to watch.. anibody interseted to watch midnite show or wat w mi? zzz.. v v. tired.. *yawns* i shld haf slp durin da 2hr break.. haixxxxxx..

tmr goin garden festival! suntec~~ lolx.. oh yarx.. film! i nid to buy film! is dere film?

i hope i mworking on xmas! =)

a teddy for xmas? lolx.. i dunno.. zzz... i wan huayangshaonianshaonv vcds! hana kimi in short.. =P

i wan to b damn hardworkin! zzz... so tired..

i hope he doesnt mind mi putting it here.. taken fr da website above...


merry christmas in advance!! tired.. zzz...

first day of work.. =)
nth much to say..
hope it will get better...
lalala..
pple cum n visit mi!
go eat eat eat!
i can serve u leix! =P

some lyrics...
我们到底怎么了
诚实的背后
是否
住着伤口

dere r some few lyrics i lk it alot.. now i dun rmb.. -.-

我并不是天生爱寂寞
却比任何人都多
就算把世界给我
我还是一无所有

dere's sth else i wan say.. now i dun rmb.. -.- n elmo still cant read my blog.. sobs!

diz skin is so sweet!!!

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=125051&action=Preview

dat's all i wan to say.. =P

oh btw arhx.. i realise sth... mel complain say her xmas card words v. lil.. bt den horx.. u nv write mi a card bfore leix.. no xmas card last yr rite? or did u? hmmm.. dun tink so.. so arhx.. if u combine my last yr n diz yr bday card/note to u n last yr xmas card to u horx.. it is a lot of words.. lolx.. so u better write mi an essay.. =P

lolx.. i m @ hm @ 4+! surprised? i m supposed to b @ work rite? lolx.. ended up i startin work tmr.. so i nervous for nth.. -.- n wen i alight da bus.. walk into da mall.. my sole of my left shoe dropped!!!! -.- how bad it is.. lolx.. den go dere.. nobody is expectin mi.. -.- bt den nvm.. i get to stay @ hm... =)

2day is such a gd day to go zoo bt i went ytd.. ytd is such a gd day to stay @ hm bt i went zoo. -.- i hope tmr dun rain. i dun carry so many tings go work.. -.- -.- -.-

aniwae... bot my spiral #15!! my ermx.. wait.. let mi count..
1. gundamn wing [3bks]
2. spirited away [5bks]
3. angel sanctuary [20bks]
4. celestial zone 1 [how mnay bks?]
5. kami kaze [7bks]

i tink dat's all.. so it is my 6th completed series!!! =)

it is $6 coz it's thicker.. n i read it le~~ lalala~ completed!!! =) so i left w dear boys act 2 n fushigi yuugi to complete... i tink i nid 20 yrs to complete fushigi yugi.. lolx.. so left w dear boys act 2 actually.. wont b starting a new series i hope.. c how lahx.. muz b able to catch my attention..

shld publish diz bfore it closes down for nth.. stupid stupid stupid..

tata~ tmr will definitely b a gd day!!! =)

oh.. i wan zoo fotos!!! goin to send dem for printing soon~~~

my spiral #15 is out!! den i haf a complete set of comics!! again~~~
pic fr http://www.chuangyi.com.sg
omg omg~ altho i noe da ending liaox.. i juz cant wait to read it!!! =)

oh.. i haf my
pic taken fr http://www.alibris.co.uk
a long december by Donald Harstad!! =) i luv Donald Harstad books!! read his 11days.. known dead.. code 61.. so da nxt bk is a long december.. din get to read the big thaw tho.. only certain places haf.. haix.. c how bahx.. =)

lalala.. i m startin work tmr!!! so so so nervous.. dun wan to slp.. =P wan watch 娱乐百分百 重播 aniwae.. =P lolx... bt cant slp de lahx.. tho da weather is gd.. -.- can it stop raiing? how m i goin to wear my shoes to work? hmmm... lolx... c how c how... so nervous. -.-

hmmm.. i wan to buy 花样少男少女 vcds! @ da top of my list w wallet watch hp camera n my mama's watch.. =) n mayb a bag for my sis.. lolx.. i earn to spend.. i dun earn to save.. i will save a fixed amt.. @ least.. will decide it ltr... or wen i getm y pay.. -.- right now.. i nid to tahan all da way till i get my pay.. lolx.. c how c how...

lalala. nxt wk i wan to watch deathnote!! n a night @ da museum.. someone wan watch 黄金甲 w mi? hmmm... c how.. c how.. lolx..

okiex.. go liaox.. tata`` =)

rain rain go away~ hmmm.. i dun mind da rain actually.. -.- lolx...

went to zoo 2day w mel lian kel elmo... lolx... nt much to say... xcept..'

1. rainin day.
2. da trip to zoo. da guy in front of ah lian is so shuai~!
3. otters! dey r so happy it is raining.
4. my polar bears~~~
5. da deers dat cum out.

hmmm.. more? lolx.. cant rmb... =P

went out to town ytd... went w my sis... go buy xmas cards~ din do much...

tmr goin work.. stress stress stress... bless mi. =)

dun feel lk tokin. tata``

忘记了很多人。或许是他们遗忘了我吧。我还是我。总是害怕打扰到人家，所以总是没有主动联络。渐渐地，去失去了很多、很多。并不是我想要的。可是，我没这个心去管。会消失的终究会消失。也许以后会回来。对已把我遗忘的人，我想说，“我等着和你再度相遇。”没有绝对的信心，可是我这一次会尽我全力把你一直留在我身边。

说了，却觉得好奇怪。哈哈哈。-.-

我不需要你来敷衍我。我不是白痴。我或许是个笨蛋，可是我一定没有这么没大脑。

不管怎么样，我会幸福。

da previous entry was my 333th entry.. lolx.. nice no. rite? diz wan is 334.. =) lalala.

as da title said.. i slpt too much... so i m damn awake @ midnite.. i guess i m a noctural human? lolx.. n diz is so bad.. coz i nid to wake up to eat breakfast in da morning for tmr.. or mayb i shld say 2day.. since it's alr 18 liaox.. n wake up early go zoo on tues.. n wake up early enough to go work on time.. hmmm.. lalala... =P

i told elmo dat i tink dat my life seems to b more trouble-less dan most of da pple.. lolx... to mi my life is v. simple... n i m glad for dat.. coz i m such a bad decision maker.. if dere's no deadline.. i wil take foreva to decide.. lolx.. so it's gd dat i do nt nid to really really decide sth life-changing.. =)

took diz fr my fren's blog... 覺得自己像便利商店，需要我時，才會有人記起我，找我；不需要我時，就只是經過而已，什麽表示都沒有，變得很陌生. feels so heavy.. hmmm...

oh.. mayb i shld write a letter to Santa.. since i m so bored... lolx... n i haven bot my xmas cards.. so dead.. -.-

oh oh.. went out w kisa aka 面包超人 2day.. din go far.. went to j8 coz dun feel lk goin far.. n had lunch.. @ where? my fav place! thai express!!! =) i may juz go marry a thai.. lolx.. i lk thai food.. i lk HK food oso! 新旺~ lolx... den go to lib! borrowed bks again.. hope da bks will not overdue again.. my card soon reaches da lmit.. sry.. will clear my debt aft i get my first pay...

w my first pay.. i nid to get.. i wan actually..
1. wallet! i really nid new wallet.. bt dere's a bit too ex.. so mayb postpone...
2. a treat to my family! i'm serious... to crystal jade? lolx.. c how lahx.. for CNY mahx.. so shld b alrite..
3. digicam? lolx.. c how c how...
4. new yr clothes! if i dun nid to work.. haix..

going to print out fotos soon.. lolx.. i hope it does hit 200.. hmmm.. v. lkly it will do dat.. lolx.. q. a no. of fotos inside lorx... mostly 10Bs den some here n der ede.. some family fotos.. lolx.. c how bahx.. =)

bfore my com shuts down.. dunno if it will.. i better publish it.. i miss q. a no. of bdays here n dere.. i nid to get a new phone.. damn.. o.. my first pay to get a new phone! definitely!!!

tata. =)

aft reading san's entry. i m guilty of it. i tink no explanation is nided. no excuses. din contact many frenz aft leaving sch. tho i din haf many frenz in da first place. i will try to improve. i aint givin promises.

btw. i haf been askin myself to shift my imptance to somewhere else. somewhere worth placing my full. bt i still cant. n alwaes. i tinkin i shld juz find a boyfren n shift all my focus to him. n mayb i will feel less sad. or sadder. hu noes? worth tryin tho. anione wan mi? sounds so cheap. lolx. bt pai seh. i m single bt unavailable. or mayb available. i dunno. nt really dat interested in guys. n i m nt bbm. now i m goin nowhere. baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

12 days of christmas
On the twelfth day of Christmas, my true love gave to me
Twelve Drummers drumming
Eleven Pipers piping
Ten Lords a-leaping
Nine Ladies dancing
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five gold (sometimes golden) rings
Four collie birds (Common misconception is "Calling" birds)
Three french hens
Two turtle doves and
A partridge in a pear tree
[fr http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Twelve_Days_of_Christmas]

i m tryin to memorise it. for wat? i dunno. dat's juz. so mi.

pai seh for posting 2entries consecutive.. coz i tink both deserves an entry itself.. aniwae...

watched
juz now.. =)

a sidetrack... coz wen i bot my tix.. i look @ da person... she using hp.. n wen she saw mi.. she din even try to hide her hp... bad attitude. -.- pai seh.. i m gettin pissed v. ezly.. lolx...

so aft watching da movie...

Jeremy Irons (Brom) acting skills r great!! so charming!! lolx... n i lk... Garrett Hedlund (Murtagh)~ btw Brom is third to the right and Murtagh is the most right... =)


Edward Speleers is a gd actor!! aint ani professional critics or wat.. bt den.. @ least he doesnt look stupid to mi.. hmmm.. dat's sound v. wrong.. he's gd..

i cant wait for da sequel.. =)

tho da movie isnt as magical as Harry Potter.. or a v. deep story lk Lord of the Rings.. bt it is still v. captivating... simpler bt it's gd... lolx.. i sounds lk a v. bad review writer.. i m one i guess... cant really say or type wat i feel.. i din catch much of myself i guess.. bt den it's okiex.. i gt used to it.. lalala...

oh.. btw the 20th Century Fox Distribution brings da memories of watchin Star Wars or izzit stars wars or stars war? lolx... @ AVA of campus 2... =) kip hearing it coz for no reason we kip resetarting it.. lolx... Mr White n 2A or izzit 1A? hmmm.. cant rmb... bt den.. gd memories dat's a gurantee... n da time we stay in AVA due to Os practical n since we r in da first class...

冲上云霄 is such a sad show now.. nxt week is even worse.. haix haix haix...

my mood went down to the bottomless pit...

btw... anibody wan go kbox amk de? =)

saw many stars 2day. Geraldine, Zhi yang, Guo Liang, Pan Lingling, Chen Hongyu, Randall Tan(hope da name is correct..), etc.. lolx.. y? i duno.. juz saw dem @ novena sq + velocity.. dun go huh @ velocity.. it's a new shopping mall mostly sports shops connected to novena sq.. =) i m working dere.. soon... nxt wed! anibody wan meet mi b4 i indulged myself into work? indulged? sounds so wrong..

aniwae.. meet mel @ amk den go yishun for mel's interview.. dere's so many pets shop! how i noe is which one? bt ended up it's da correct one lahx.. so she go interview.. den aft dat took 851 go novena.. walk here walk dere.. since i haf to pei her till 6.. so went my interview @ 5+.. den i m employed! i m nice oso.. dat's y dey wan mi.. bt he's nice oso lahx.. lolx... =)

kinda bad abt sayin my dad.. coz my mama buyin tings for her frenz hu r goin back china for hols.. so here's da conversation..
mama: go buy some stuffs for my frenz..
dad: aiyahx.. gt wat useless tings juz go gif dem lahx..
me: gt.. u lorx..
everyone started laughing.. bt i regretted.. n i guess my dad minded lahx.. bt den... he shld start working! it's gd he stopped coughing.. n his flu is fading away... so go work! stay @ hm only get sick easier.. dat's y i m working soon.. =P

i wan go zoo! goin zoo on tues i hope.. bt kel cannt cfm.. elmo haven cum back or cumin back tmr? or cum back le bt aniwae... haven ask her... den mel muz c she get da job le mahx.. den hu else will wan go zoo? oh.. ah lian can go lahx.. =) lalala... i wan take fotos of polar bears!!! one of my favs.. dey may b goin off soon... *sobs* nt so fast i hope.. y? go read strait times 2day.. lalala... polar bears!!! =) tigers!! lolx.. wat else i lk? snakes!!! hmmm.. penguins!!! dey so cute lahx! nt coz of happy feet worx.. dey r v. cute alr..

u lk da sun bt nt da moon. i m da moon. *bites off ur head*

lalala... i hope it haven scares u off my blog.. pai seh.. =P

go watch you tube dat means goin off suddenly.. tata! willclean up my rm tmr!! =) i wan go shoppin!! anione? hmm.. c how lahx..

hello! i changed my blogskin! diz skin done my me!!! =) it's hard work okiex? tho dere's no brushes @ all.. =p i did it w paint.. u noe how hard it is to do it? lalala... n i luv street lamps!!! muz be due to narnia.. hmmm.. dunno.. lolx... lalala...

n tings below will seem to b "huh-ing"...


[PS: not askin u to look how fat my hand is or how short my fingers r]
dere's nth on my hand. i thot dere is. i thot dere r more dan diz. bt den. dat's all i haf. it's lk seeing a mirage. wat's true? practically nth.
我什么都没有握着。我还以为。可是到头来，似乎什么都没有。有吗？


i look so fake! i ownself tink i m kinda "cute" here.. lolx.. bt i look so damn pale.. n if u look @ my top.. i m wearing ABC beer polo tee! lolx.. i m alwaes wearing diz wen i haf da mood to take fotos.. weird arhx? mzu b da angle.. so fake... bt aint u too? r u faker?
真真假假谁知？只有天知、地知，还有你知。

btw i m so damn proud of our Singapore team, esp da Sailing team... dey helped Singapore to get 5Gold 2Silver 1Bronze? nt really sure abt da figures.. bt dey juz done us proud!! =) so w a camera.. i m so tempted dat i did diz...


wat's is da person doin? seriously i dunno.. lolx...


Team Singapore! or izzit Singapore Team? hmmmm.. aniwae.. congrats!!=)


Majulah Singapura! too bad da wind blow da other way.. bt aniwae.. still look nice.. =)


nxt issue...
[fr yahoo search]
yupx.. diz is wat u r... plain crap... kip deceiving dun work.. i refused to lie to myself anymore... nt dat u r nth to mi.. bt i m nth to u.. she is nth to u too.. such an idiot... i used to say 他连东西也不如。bt now.. i aint so childish animore.. 多一个朋友好过多一个敌人。dere's sth lk dat... so i m nt making u my enemy.. bt i m nt so stupid to hurt myself again...

dun ask mi hu i m referring to. wen i din say name. it means i dun wish to say. tsk tsk.

tata`` =)

still cannt decide to work or nt... sobs... x.x

lalala. =)


yup yupx.. watched it juz now.. lolx... coz i m bored.. my sis is bored.. n since we r supposed to watch diz.. bt my da jie too bz.. we juz heck care her n go watch ourselves.. lolx.. bt we watching eragon diz fri/sat/sun together!! i luv fantasy movie!!

well... so diz movie.. made mi cried as usual.. lolx... i guess mayb da directors/pdrs/script writers/hu eva involves in da storyline aint want us juz go "ooooh.. da penguins r so cute!!" i tink dere's a deeper issue.. 2 actually.. or mayb i m juz tinkin too much.. bt den.. here r da issues.. some food for thot for pple hu dun tink... *points u* i din say anitin.. lolx...

1. being different. da whole ting abt diz movie is coz mambo is different. da issue of AIDS cums into my mind.. n now.. those handicapped too.. i guess.. dey r different.. well.. sort of.. lolx.. mayb i m discrimminating myself? hmmm. .i dunno.. bt i believe.. lk da movie.. everyone will accept it.. eventually.. bt how long will it takes? 1yr? 10yrs? or 100yrs? how many haf to suffer bcoz of it? it's nt juz da pple demselves.. bt oso da ones hu love dem? hmmmm...

2. environmental issue of coz.. izzit mi or dat dere's no really an ending abt it? as in so did humans stop fishing? it only ends w riots.. quarrels? will we stop fishing if diz ting happens? will we affect our fishing economy due to some penguins? will we? or it is juz survival of da fittest? will u stop eatin fish to protest? will u? will i? i guess we juz cldnt get it how badly the Earth has bcum..

m i tinkin too much? lolx...

lalala... my er jie is cleaning up da rm coz she tinks dat y she's havin a flu now.. lolx.. so glad i din kana it.. mayb coz stress level low ==> high immune.. lalala.. i m perfectly healthy! nahx.. cough now n den.. lolx...

aniwae.. i stil lcant rmb.. oh.. i noe le!!! additional tings to xmas list..
11. ba gua!! u din c it wrongly.. it's ba gua! i alwaes luv eatin ba gua.. can u believe i once or twice had ba gua instead of cake coz i rather eat ba gua dan bday cake? lolx.. ba gua tastes nicer!! yummy!

12. great.. now i 4gt no. 12... hmmm...i itnk is log cake! bt i m nt certain.. lolx.. shld b! ice cream log cake?! lolx.. swensens!! lolx.. .lalala.. log cake nt dat impt lahx.. lalala.. chocolates! lalala.. food.. food.. food.. mind contains food only.. heex...

it is goin to rain.. if my dad dun cum back soon.. he will b stuck @ amk central.. gd luck to him! lalala... he shld go work. .i shld start naggin him once i started working.. hmmm.. oh! now i realise i 4gt to reply mad.. ooops... it is really unintentional...

我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽大为何我要忘你无处逃
我的声音在笑泪在飙电话那头的你可知道
世界若是那麽小为何我的真心你听不到
--- 听不到 by 梁静茹
[taken fr http://mp3.baidu.com]

i find da lyrics v. nice wen i hear.. hmmm.. hueva sings.. lolx.. pai seh.. i dun rmb..

泪有点咸有点甜
--- 一眼万年 by S.H.E.

my sis sae diz sentence can use as food commercial.. lolx... my sis r gettin crappier rite?

dat's all for now.. tata`` =)

tings 4gt to say.. lolx.. alwaes 4gt.. =P

阿桑's 叶子 MV v. nice! tho ended up dey say it's scary more dan sad.. lolx.. bt it's still v. nice! go watch.. i tink MV w story lines r much much nicer.. lolx.. lalala..

so tempted to go nyp n study occupational therapist.. my future is still unclear.. nt v. willing to decide coz dat's my life.. yup i can change.. bt den.. haix.. c how.. my life my life my life.

oh n i tink i m v. different wen i m in sch n wen i m nt.. now seems to b so carefree i m so happy.. lolx.. juz lk in first 3mnths lk dat.. =) i lk it.. lolx... bt i still tink a lot..

abt tinkin a lot.. tink a lot n dun say seems to affect urself only.. dat's gd.. -.-

lalala. tata` =)

postcards. yupx.. dat's da title of diz entry...

went kbox today! aft sayin here n dere.. tinkin here n dere.. finally decided to go.. bt we ended up in cine kbox instead! so sad.. i wanted to go marina sq one.. oh.. n oso da amk one.. it looks gd.. summore it's new!! lolx.. anibody interested? bt first.. u muz dun mind my awful singing.. i m someone w brains hu noe her own weaknesses.. n kana laughed by my family for so long.. i noe my standards... =P

so u noe kbox dere gt postcards wat... so.. a series of post cards dat make mi go hmmmm... [it means tinkin if u dun understand.. =P]

the one thing I'd be willing to die for
diz i still okiex for mi to ans.. lolx.. i will choose family.. lolx... or frenz.. or even singapore.. or even humans? lolx.. to save another live i willin to die.. sounds weird coz it's lk u die for another life den dat life continues bcoz another life died.. bt i guess.. depends on pple lahx.. bt yupx.. dat's da ting i will be wiling to die for.. for pple i love.. =)

dere's one i rmb...
the one thing i want to be remembered for [sth lk dat..]
hmmm.. dat's a tough one.. coz kel say we nv do sth dat impact Singapore or cause ani major event.. hmmm.. if i haf to say.. i hope i will do it.. lolx.. my passion in making pple happy? lolx.. dat's v. hard for mi.. lalala.. wait till i cfm wat i wan.. i will change diz.. =P

n another one..
___________ [ur name] the __________ [adjective]
for mi.. i guess Shiling the uncommon? lolx.. weird sounds so bad.. so uncommon sounds nicer.. =P or Shiling the average? lolx.. coz i din haf any v. striking personality.. ani recommendations? lolx..

wait.. i go find my post cards.. =P found it..

how i'd like to change the world
hmmm.. to change the world w no prejudice or discrimmination? =)

the title of my memoir
hmmm.. i itnk i m v. dumb @ diz.. bt memoirs of shiling? lolx.. sounds so sian.. okeix okiex.. tink sth nicer.. chronicles of shiling? lolx.. lord of sushi? lolx.. dat's dumb.. =P hmmm.. juz name it Shiling bahx.. simple. =P lalala..

dat's all.. lolx..

n o.. ah lian goin to work @ pepper lunch.. shld igo pepper lunch work oso? lalala.. sitll tinkin.. my brain juz stop working wen i m supposed to tink.. =P lalala..

oh.. movies to watch list.. i m watch @ least 70% of it.. =P

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8. midnight sun! cant find da poster.. lolx..

dat's all? hmmm.. i dunno.. for diz mnth i guess.. mayb dat's all.. bt i muz watch all leix.. lolx.. =P all so nice!!!! =)

it finally arrives.. lolx..

nth much le.. shld discuss w my mama abt my job hunting? hmmm.. c how c how.. =)

everyone jia you!!

haf a couple of tings to say.

1. so sad mr remy ong din win a gold medal for us.. bt den he gt a silver medal for Singapore!!! =) watched da match.. i really cant stand matches.. i tink i m more nervous dan da players demselves... lolx.. =P

2. v. sry to jane abt da addresses coz... i juz gt my com reformatted n i still haven install da microsoft office.. i noe i noe.. i will go find da disc asap.. by 2day? try my best try my best.. n i nid to solve my printer problem too.. -.- if da com crashed again shldnt b my fault horx.. =P

3. still haven decide to go kbox or nt... dun tink haf da mood to sing.. hmmm.. c how lahx.. =P

tata` =)

i noe dere's a list for xmas... so i gt myself i a list too!! =)

christmas list
1. jigsaw puzzle! 100pcs one of coz... lalala.. my hse has... 1 disney long puzzle @ da living rm... 1 v. confusing cartoon golf puzzle [da first one i saw..] @ my sis's rm... 1 pooh bear n frenz @ my door... 1 sea animals @ my wall.. so a total of 4 1000pcs jigsaw puzzles in my hse! of coz i din do it all by myself... da golf one i din do much.. xcept for destroyin it.. n caused da puzzle to b unfinish for god noes how mani yrs... n finally found it in a basket.. it's sth v. strange.. so miracle.. lolx... =)

2. my gingerbread man! i prefer it to b inedible tho... =P

3. christmas card!!! i get a no. bt.. i wan one w lots of lots of words! @ least 300? lolx... lalala.. i alwaes wanted cards.. cards for new yr.. cards of CNY.. most imptly cards for bday! n i gt none diz time.. *sobs* did i get it last yr? hmmm.. i wonder.. i dun tink so.. omg.. how much i m deprive of... *sobs*

4. my family aint one hu celebrates xmas.. n we cannt afford one tree.. so i alwaes wanted one.. lolx...

5. a no. of CDs... hmmm.. i cannt rmb wat now.. lolx... too bz lookin for pictures i lost my trail of thots... -.-

6. money! i nv haf enough...

7. accompany/care/concern.. lolx.. i m greedy.. i haf unlimited wants...

8. nt dat i wan 郑元畅.. lolx.. i dun mind him.. wat i nid is my mr RIGHT... i guess dat's da effect of goin a wedding.. bt still nt so interested in involved in a r/s? no idea... lolx... sitll waiting? hmmm..

9. to be happy!

10. presents of coz! a teddy bear is gd.. bt nahx.. i wan sth practical? i dunno.. i wan sth dat makes mi go "so sweet!" lolx... dun gif mi sweets horx.. i will slap u.. =P n wrap it pls! =)

will add more if i thot of.. jzu lost my thots somehow.. -.- well well.. continue my blogging...

lalala.. =) did i mention i saw someone looks gd durin wedding? v. tall.. a bit to skinny side.. bt is gd lookin de lo.. lolx... bt he's taken.. sigh... =P

nt changin my phone soon.. decided... nid to earn money first.. to take back wat supposed to b ours.. lolx... i will jia you!!!! =)

dat's all? lolx.. guess so... tata`` =)

did diz juz now.. =) supposed to b my blogskin acct pic.. bt it jzu fails to work.. dun ask mi y.. lolx...

da words r too small! n if u r wondering wat's da green patch on da bottom right.. it is sushi.. lolx.. so pathetic!

where's elmo? let's go thimbre!! =)

i wan watch midnight sun! anibody interested?! if u sms mi abt dat.. i will sure reply.. lolx..

wedding is gd! =) i wan to get married! lolx.. da wedding fotos r so so so nice! coz dey had outdoor shooting instead of indoor de.. indoor ones still haf bt mostly where dey went arhx? some offshore islands? lolx.. v. v. pretty!! congrats to dem!!! =)

dat's all! tata` =) will b emailing pple da add tmr! i swear... if i rmb.. lolx.. i shld go slp le.. nitex~

goin to a wedding ltr.. still haf no idea wat to wear.. haix.. i relaly nid to go diet.. my arms r so thick.. sobs... i muz jiayou! get a job! lolx... i guess i will b a waitress? c how bahx.. =)

oh.. finally gt my flats few days ago.. lolx.. wen arhx? i dun rmb liaox.. hmm.. oh.. i noe le.. thursday!! =) lolx.. so up to today.. i haf...

4 pair of heels.
1 pair of pumps.
1 pair of flats.

dat's all.. lolx.. oh.. n 3 pairs of slippers.. lolx...

lalala. i m nt goin to buy shoes le.. kana complain by everyone.. lolx..

okiex.. tata`` goin j8 now.. sis nid to buy q. a no. of tings.. she nid sth to wear for wedding too.. lolx...

sth i did jzu now.. i luv gingerbread man!!!! =)


anibody nids simple blogskin? =)

can sb get married soon? i wan to wear my prom dress again!!! =) i luv it.. how u find it arhx? din really ask.. lolx...

den o.. my sis made me realise y orchard wasnt as crowdy as it is bfore. .due to vivo!! lolx.. bt nvm.. i lk it diz way!! nt so crowd town!!! =) i still prefer town!!!

lalala.. dat's all.. ghost whisperer time!! =)

here's da entry abt prom.. more fotos.. less words.. din haf much to say aniwae.. lolx...

well.. woke up early to haf breakfast w my mama n sis.. den went back hm... din do much.. o.. repainted my nails.. looks ugly.. coz i din remove da previous ones properly.. den start to do my hair.. done! i lk it! i dun care wat others tink... den as i changed into my dress bei called.. n guess wat? missha make up artist sae she cldnt make it!!! wth... it is nt anitin lorx.. it is prom leix.. wat kinda service it is? haix... bt aniwae.. bei found a salon near da salon she made her hair.. so i met her dere.. did my make up.. den she do her nails.. den off we went to bei hse.. changed le.. prepared le.. bt bei bei stil haven prepare.. lolx.. so ended up we were late! bt nvm.. elmo n kelly worse.. =P i wonder if kelly n elmo wasnt late.. will da rest wait for us? hmmm.. i dunno...

so finally went to fullerton!!!! i luv fullerton! lolx.. our table 22... so near da food!!! yummy... den da DJ is gd! bt den our area da 气氛 is gd.. so i guess.. da prom is gd aftall.. lalalala... da food.. gd! lolx.. i wont haf much complain abt food...

den aft prom.. din stay long coz dey din wan to stay? lolx.. aniwae.. walked to marina sq.. den cant find da way in!!! so sad lahx.. i hardly haf mood go sing.. so ended up we went mel hse straight... mel mama sis n bro woke up juz to c how we look lk.. lolx... den macs!!!!! yummy! lolx.. so sad din haf mcflurry.. bt den.. nvm.. i haf my nuggets n fries!!! =) being stupid abt da sound sensor light tho.. thot it is motion de.. how i noe it's sound.. =P den mahjong!!! slpt @ 6... woke up q. late.. den had beehoon by mel 外婆.. den spent dunno how long searchin for da camera case which i haven go buy when i supposed to buy it by 2day.. ooops! so went hm aft dat.. n slp slp slp... =)

fotos!

me w hair.. no make up! so horrible!


make up done.. w bei! @ da salon!


me! ready for prom!


me n bei! ready to prom!!!


fullerton food!!!


deserts!!

now r fotos w pple!!!!

b4 we enter da ballrm!

da most not-so-her elmo!

kelly! da least prom girl..

da omg-now-hair-looks-so-nice mel!

da my-legs-hurt-due-to-heels qiqi!

da so-sad-tmr-nid-to-work san!

da most-happy-girl beabea!

da not-sitting-with-us jeann!

da she-is-wearing-boots huiying!

da wow-looks-so-shuai jess! i luv her coat!!!

da only-male-fren-i-haf-excluding-mehmeh liangteh

da dancers!!!

looks lk some movie poster rite?

i luv roses! bt i hate da thorns! it hurts! *ouch*

i luv mr kwek! n yes! i will go find a job soon...

river side!!! =) i luv singapore river! lolx... da place wehre i tink i lost my camera case!

mr n mrs meh meh.. [ will elmo kill mi?]

merry christmas!

den some side fotos!

fullmoon! where da werewolf? i rather meet a vampire tho...


fullerton hotel!! i luv da palce!!!


mel mel so out of place heels!


river side w/o flash!


w flash it is still so ugly..


i lk diz foto! v. nice! bt nt mi insdie.. =P

follows r fotos taken in mel hse!

those hu r stayin over @ melhse!! =)


so gt used to kel w/o specs.. can she continue wearing contacts?


mcdonalds!!!


lalala! =) i luv my prom dress!


fr left 2nd row: qiqi mi elmo
fr left 1st row: kel mel
i lk elmo heels!!! i wonder how much it costs.. hmmm...


wat's mel doin? taking foto w li nan xing.. *shakes head* can u believe it?


my big big clutch!!! where gt big? lolx.. can bring out during shopping max.. i gt consider de leix..


rings! mi n elmo's.. i lk hers! i lk my sis's de oso! =)

left diz out..

my fav lamppost! lolx... =) i lk kelly oso of coz..

thanks to everyone hu came! =) i haf fun!!! lolx.. even nid to thx da taxi drivers! my family.. etc.. oh.. n oso.. da person hu nearly fell wen walkin down da stairs.. so funny!! lolx..=P

okiex.. dat's much abt it.. =)

tata~